Its said once you acknowledge the web of destiny that works around you, you can let go and float within it as life takes its course. I inadvertantly have become one of those people who see the web, but then try to figure out where its gonna take me instead of closing my eyes and letting it go. I find im racing towards the end of each cycle just to see if I am right about what is about to happen. My last entry is a sad excuse of a love letter from my soul to someone who left me completely and abruptly. I won't say I didn't love her because I think I really did. But i've looked back now because I keep getting these intense feelings for all these people I date and now I think ive backtracked a web and it makes more sense to me. I was very in love with the first person I dated. And it ended incorrectly. I don't think I ever got over that, now I think that maybe my love for that person has transferred over to the new people I meet and date. If I'm right that would be strange because its been a very long time and I've dated many people. But hm, something to think about indeed.